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I've fallen ill to this season. Something in the air is making me hurt all over. I've a headache, runny nose, feaver, chills, the works, and it's miserable. I've taken some meds to help it go away, but it's just slowing it down.. Meh. I haven't been able to get my work done at all, so it's that much worse. neutral

I haven't seen Melissa in two or more months, and now Valentine's day is coming up. I hope I get well before hand so I can deliver her the Valentine's gift face-to-face. Oddly enough, She and I only live 1 city away, but it feels like a million miles. Why I can't see her but once a while I may never know. I love her to death, but I feel that this lack of being together is putting a massive strain of the relationship and ourselves... Things have crossed my mind because of this. I may have to let her go if I can't find a way to be with her. She and I have been together for 1 year, 4 months, and 19 days as of today... However I feel I may not be able to maintain this much longer. It may be the fever talking, but I'm thinking of possibly breaking up.