I don't know why, but lately I don't feel like doing anything. I'm always slacking off. I'm also bored by everything, my studies, my family, and my friends. gonk I didn't know what to do like career and I finally chose to become a psychologist. When I think of it I have no future and no dream. I don't know I just feel so depressed. I'm always smiling so everyone thinks life is wonderful since I always say that phrase when I'm happy. I always complain about everything and my friends find that annoying so they tell me to stop complaining. But if I don't complain, I feel bad and sad. Seriously, I'm sick and tired of this world. I can't wait to die... Of course, everyone has it's own thought of what happens after we die. So I would become a spirit, I'll go see my funeral and laugh seeing people crying. If they're not, I'll just leave. I've always wanted to know what's after death, I'm a bit afraid but if I don't have to feel any pain, that's fine with me. xd
Well, life isn't always as beautiful as we think it is... surprised
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But still, don't die. There's nothing after. And doing nothing is boring, and then, you'll want to die but you'll aready be dead, tssss sad .
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