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Sometimes I'm not even sure what I'm thinking when I do or say things. I find myself feeling all depressed and mucked up. o.o But no. >.> That's not how I REALLY feel.
Wish I could just express myself perfectly~
Wish I wasn't so afraid. But it's hard not to be. How can you convince me to have faith, when you, yourself, don't? If I'm not worth believing in... how can I not doubt you?
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That's right, invisible readers... I have weird conversations with my journal. It doesn't believe in me. It thinks one day I'm just going to stop writing in it, 'cause I won't be interested anymore.
My journal ish mean.
>.> ...
Eh, sorry. xD
No more doubt~
I'm giving up on that. I don't really want to deal with depressed me anymore. o.o 'Cause overall, I'm too damned happy for that~
Thank you~
Lithium - Evanescence
Lithium
Don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium
Don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium
I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh
But God I want to let it go
Come to bed don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium
Don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium
Don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium
I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh
Don't want to let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go
Let me go
Darling I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium
Don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium
Don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium
I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh
I'm gonna let it go
Really awesome song~
- Sakura Lied.
 Lyccea · Tue Jan 16, 2007 @ 07:59pm · 0 Comments |
