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There is always conflict isn't there? I have a problem. Not one that will send me to my death, but one that really tears my heart out. I'm in love with two of my best friends. Mostly everyone knows that I'm in love with one of them. But no one knows that I'm in love with one of my other friends. She doesn't know. At least I don't think so. But the conflict is really hurting me. I do like Alex alot, but when I think of the other friend, I get really torn up. Both are amazing but I've been working really hard to go out with Alex, and all of the sudden I fall in love with another as well. ARGH! Why is love so damn painful! I can't believe it. At least now I know for sure that I'm bi. The conflict really hurts me. I really wish it would stop, but... feh...I guess I'll just never tell her. Right? No, that's wrong. This is all wrong! I hate my self! What if I end up hurting her?! This isn't fair!!!!!!!

Posted by: radrad 123 Sat Feb 03, 2007 @ 02:35pm

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Commented on: Mon Feb 12, 2007 @ 08:27pm


	that DOES hurt, don't do anything untill you are at least sure she goes for girls as well, otherwise things could get akward. You don't want your straight best friend thinking you want to ******** her. If she is also gay, just say something. Valentine's day is comeing up. If she doesn't want to date you, you tried, but she probably won't stop being your friend. On second thought, do it after the 14th, you and i both know why it would suck for you to feel bad on that day.

Commented on: Thu Feb 15, 2007 @ 12:48am

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kitsu3
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Commented on: Tue Mar 20, 2007 @ 04:14pm


	Aw... you need a hug. Your friends all care about you. Telling her might make things a little awkward, but I think she'll still want to be your friend. Sort your feelings out first. Think about what you want to do. In the end, only you can decide, but make sure you're doing what you think is best. I'm sorry I didn't read your journal before! I feel like a terrible friend. If you ever want to talk to me, I'll listen, okay?

Commented on: Mon Apr 16, 2007 @ 02:31am


	Did you ask her yet? or in some way hint it, cuz it shows in your RPs now, lol.

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