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Well, it finaly over. the relationship that's caused me so much pain, suffering and anguish is over, never to come back.
I had gotten back together with one of my ex's, and things were going great...but then, less than a week ago, she said that she thought we needed a break from eachother, then got another boyfriend the next day. That was the last straw.
It ended on Wensday. It was a snowday, sent from God Himself, and I was online, talking to a few friends when she came on. She told me that she needed her space, so I didn't try talking to her. That worked wonderfly...until she started to talk to me. I tried to get some answers about our relationship, but only became even more confused than I alredy was. So she asked me if I understood, and I didn't. I couldn't even grasp the slightest hint of logic in what she had just told me.
But, I trusted her, like the naievefool that I am, and she said that we wern't together.
So I did what I had promised her months before.
I cut off any chances we might have of getting back together.
Now, a lot of you may not know, but she was the only thing keeping me from doing the most absolutely stupid thing, in my mind .
And guess what?
I did it.
All thanks to the throbbing emptiness that I feel because of her. I feel like every happy feeling has been ripped out of my chest, leaving me with nothing.
But, it was to be expected. I knew she would hurt me, it was only a matter of time before she did. I guess I just never see the obvious coming.
Well, untill I can find someone else who could make me feel as good as she did, there's not much I can do but live life the best a shell like me can.
Till the next time
Yours from the Darkness,
Adumar
 Adumar · Fri Feb 09, 2007 @ 09:51pm · 2 Comments |
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