God, things right now are realy weird. I just got rejected again today, which makes twice this week, by a girl who I thought was absolutely gorgeous.
Work is pretty shitty right now too, because of a few very complicated things that are compleately out of my control.
On the plus side, me and my most recent ex are back to being very close friends, even after my stupidity alost ruined everything for me.
After a few very confusing, very personal, and expertly delivered peices of advice from my very good friend (you know who you are) I have decided not to let myself get depressed over my latest rejections (I say latest because before my most recent ex, I was a bit of a man-whore). Insted, I have decided to start writing a story that I've had floating around in the back of my mind for the past few months. I'm not going to say anything about it, because I'm pretty much making it up as I go along.
So why would I be depressed over job problems and 2 rejections in a week? I have too much to be happy for, too many people to help me through the tough times in life to sit around and contemplate the darker things(even though some of them are still pretty fun). I'm happy, I'm surrounded by friends every day, and I'm beginning to change into something new. Something different.
And I want to find out what that'll be.
And anyway, theres this realy cute girl in 3 of my classes that I've been talking to.
Lets just say, I'm due for a change
Yours from the Darkness,
Adumar
 Adumar · Thu Feb 22, 2007 @ 01:26am · 3 Comments |
