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I'm so happy today was the last day of my Driveing class which means the rest of my saterdays will be free! unless my new job requires me to work on them. but I am going to miss all the people in the class, oh well I got the # of the people I got close to. I was a bit worried because I had to take a test & if I didn't pass it I'd have to dish out a bunch of money to retake the test but I passed with a 93 blaugh . pretty good for only studying the night before & right before the test! I had so much fun eating pizza, & a blizerd well watching the movie with all of them...though it is slightly desterrbing knowing some guy with an ear fetish has a pic of my ear sweatdrop . oh man I'm rambaling but for only 2 hours of sleep at most I feel pretty damn good...guess it's all the cafeen & suger.
on the way home we stoped by a store & I met a (I suppose she was more of an) aquantince from high school. she told me most of the people that I knew in there droped out. I suppose she really doesn't know that at that time I was a liveing shell. though most of those people were really cool I just didn't fit with them & over time I just had to shed the fake skin I was wearing. well I hope all of them are well & haven't gotten into anything too terrible.
I also had tuns of fun running around with the neiborhood kids. adorible little things.... but ohh so exsausting. man I feel old... but I suppose their just getting me in shape for when I get a job.
I did have something bugging me for a bit. 2 of my friends do not get along. one who used to be a little more & my best friend. but I've given up on trying to figure out who's saying what, on what's truth & whats lies. if he's lieing so be it, if she's lieing so be it. I'm just going to live my life & trust in my heart & myself. if they wish to bicker or do things behind my back so be it. but one of these days all will come to light. I just wish some people could call me at a desent hour. just because half the time I can't sleep- doesn't mean I like being called at 1 am. jeesh one of these days I'm going to be sleeping & they'll probably get some one they don't wish to talk to stare .
this is completly randome but IRL I found out how to style my hair like Rikku (from FFX) it actuly looks decent too. well I think I'll plan a getogether between me & some of my closer friends. I hope it doesn't get put off for another week. plus I think i'll get back into shape. think if I can when I can drive I'll go with one of my friends to a martal arts place she told me about. being depressed or sleep deprived takes a lot out of a person
Current anime obesseion Fruitsbasket
Curently feeling Energetic yet fitgued whee gonk (wait is that even possible?!)
Song: Breave heart from Shaman king, thuogh I don't know what the english translation is but darn it makes me feel all happy & like I can take on the world if I wanted though for the moment I'm content with those boxes of cookies heart .