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I don't understand what's going on and why she's mad at me, maybe I'm thick-headed, I don't know. All I know right now is that I am deeply saddened to the point in which I can't focus on even the simplest tasks.

I hate it when I don't know, and I hate it when she's mad at me.
I hate to see her sad, and I hate that she won't open up to me.
She's my life, and she shuts me out. I can't stand it, and I wish things weren't this way.

I honestly don't know what to do, but I've decided that until she calls me so I can make things better, I'm staying offline. I don't want her mad, and until she's willing to talk to me there's nothing I can do.

In addition to my sadness, I am angry with her. She leaves without a word, tells me nothing about why she's going, then she hangs up on me when I try to call. I feel like I'm going to fall apart, and I can't do a thing.

I love her, but I can't stand when she does this. There's nothing I can do.