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When last we left our hero... So school is a slight bit better now. I had a project in Geometry that I completed (finally), and I finished reading "Life of Pi" for Geography (SparkNotes), and I'm going to fail Biology (damn). I've decided that the coolest thing ever is plains, and where possible, plains that are about a foot under-water....NO SRSLY. I'm watching "Planet Earth" and they just showed one. And now it's some sort of bird orgy... Anyways, things aren't going well. But they aren't going bad either, so I suppose I'll be okay. I feel very distant from everyone lately, before I felt very close and connected to all of my friends, but I just feel... seperated somehow. I want to feel very close to Elizabeth. She has but one fault, which is a common one among the female sex anyways: she likes to talk about herself. This isn't necessarily a bad thing, but sometimes I have to bottle in my feelings for her benefit. There are other things about her that I wouldn't care to post in my journal... I've realized a very basic fact about myself; just as Mr. Wemmick in Great Expectations was obsessed with owning "portable property", I am so obsessed with owning "usable property". An example: I would rather have one reliable pen or pencil or Bible or computer or what have you for many years than several. It seems weird... I've been doing this all my life and I just realized it. The reason I post this is that I hope I never confuse usable property with usable people... Shrugs I don't think I use people, at least I hope I don't. Well this journal has been dragging on long enough, now. Please comment or PM me or something so I know people still exist...

Posted by: Sleepy Conejo Mon Apr 09, 2007 @ 01:35am

Mazaddha found that which he did not seek -- the sharp end of a blade. [/size:6e80b8078a][/align:6e80b8078a]

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Commented on: Mon Apr 09, 2007 @ 02:27am


	Comment!!!

Commented on: Mon Apr 09, 2007 @ 03:47am


	"Bird Orgy", huh? surprised I wonder if I could rent something like that for a party. It sounds like fun anyhow. Probobly very messy. But I digress from what this comment should be about... Hmm... I can relate with the "usable property thing", I don't much care for having more than one (object) as long as I have a singular, very reliable (object). I would say I make friends the same way, at least I feel that way looking back at last week. I have about 6 good friends I can count on up here, and I've stopped almost efforts to meet new people and continue relationships with sub-friends. I wouldn't run the guilt-gauntlet and think I'm "using" people though. Hmm... Sorry if that seemed like a re-quote. Hope things get better, or dont get worse, or something. :] Adios. (This comment > Alyssa's coment)

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Commented on: Mon Apr 09, 2007 @ 08:56am


	I know you only use me for the sex. But I've come to accept it. ; P

Commented on: Mon Apr 09, 2007 @ 10:41pm


	Richard: You wanted an adorabe, beautiful baby boy. We got Royce instead. Nathan: I totally agree, your comment is many times greater than Alyssa's, but I appreciate both of them.

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Commented on: Tue Apr 10, 2007 @ 11:17pm


	Well, I get to talk to you at school. I didn't think it needed to be a great comment... Hhmm... I have to think one up now... Oh! I almost cracked up today when Choate said "G-T" I hadn't realized how exactly like him you sounded when you said it. I think he's starting to like me less and less... I could honestly care less, though. And another question, completely off topic. Well, the other part wasn't a question, but you know what I mean. Why do you like calling me a Siren? You're the only person that does...

Commented on: Wed Apr 11, 2007 @ 02:10am


	Because I think it's funny? Plus you totally are. :]

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