Nothing much has happened since yesterday...I worked yesterday afternoon and I should be at uni today, but I'm not...I slept in. I am tired all the time now, and I lack motivation...this is not good.
Someone told my mum yesterday that I always look sad. That is not good, and is also untrue. I can be happy, its just a little harder than it used to be...I will snap out of it soon enough I suspect.
I better snap out of it, because the last thing I want is some "concerned friend" telling everyone I am depressed and going to have a breakdown. That has happened once before, and it really surprised and hurt me. I mean I think it is better to be honest with the people closest to you than to pretend to be happy all the time. Real people aren't always happy, so why should I be singled out when I am having a couple of down days?
Okay, I admit it was more than a couple, and I have really appreciated all my supportive friends who have helped me without judging me. I am feeling a lot better now. I know that there will be times that I am depressed again, but I think the worst is over. Silly to be upset over a guy, and things really are working themselves out for the better I am sure.
Someone anonymously gave me a sunflower on gaia today! It really brightened my day up! It was so sweet!
That's all for now.
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Umm...this is my journal and will canvas the dire issues of singledom, trying to get things organised for my overseas trip (yippee!) the annoying neccessity that is part-time employment and uni and anything else that comes to mind! Maybe even some po
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