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Ano... I don't do Joural entries if I can avoid them, however, I think I can manage this one. Life's been a hole of distruptive gravity lately and it just seems to keep sucking me down. Not too long ago, I poofed for almost a month- I was at my parents' house, clearing my head of the hell I'd pulled myself into. But it seems I really didn't make any progress as per moving forward with my life until I returned and seriously started to look into myself and who I was. I found someone, his name I'll keep quite for right now though some of you may guess who he is very quickly if you're one of his hard-core fans. He's a famous Japanese artist (singer). I refuse to call him a JRock or JPop artist just because I believe he's an artist, one of his own league. He words moved me (yes in Japanese, I do understand quite a bit more than I let on). Reading his autobiography has really set me into a new way of thinking and he's got me wanting to use my voice like I used to. My voice is maybe a 5-6 on a scale of 1-10, ten being the best. It's hard for me to rate myself, though. I find I always flatter myself and that makes me feel kind of filthy. Dakedo... I'm trying to utalize my voice as much as possible again and this artist really has me wanting to sing more. If I hear one of his songs, I start either singing or crying, or, often times, both. He has a powerful voice and a powerful way of expressing what he wants said. He values the way the Japanese language is spoken, and because of this, he uses very little english in his music compared to alot of other Japanese artists out there. He really is an inspiring individual. So, to keep from dragging you all on, Gackto-sama ( :3 ) has really touched me and taught me to love my voice all over again. What I've been trying to do as of right now, is I've written the lyrics to a song in Japanese and I'm trying to find a way to re-learn the guitar since it's been some good few years since I played and I never even really quite learned how. The guitar was left behind at my parents' house when I moved and I'm deciding to leave here for a little while and have a friend or two help me with recording a PV for it. Yeah, I know, I make an ameture like myself sound rather stupid and obnoxious when I use "PV" for an amature vid, but that's what I'm doing. I have some people ready to hold cameras an arrange things for me while I and another friend of mine star in the video. The video will have smoking, bisexual annotations, wiccan annotations, and get over it. If you're going to watch it when it's done, don't b***h because I'm a bisexual wiccan smoker. I'm aware of the controversy behind everything I do and I'm not for hearing the lot of you piss and moan about the fact that "Wiccans are devil worshipers" or other such nonsense. HYDE and Gackt Camui have definately touched me with what they've done with their lives and alot of what will be in the video will be inspired by them. To those of you that understand what I'm talking about, I've seen MoonChild, HYDE's movie, Kagen no Tsuki, and parts of Fuurin Kazen, the drama that Gackt starred in. I've formed an obsession over the both of them. Strange as it may sound, I never much liked Larc~En~Ciel. I thought their music stunk like hell. But HYDE's seems different to me so it doesn't hit me like that so much. As for Malice Mizer, Gackt's other band, I don't mind the music, and the visual kei is alright but don't send me pictures of him in Mizer because I can't stand those blasted fingernail-talon things. -_- It disgusts me. XD;; >.>; Okay so now that I've rambled on for some time, I think I'm going to leave it at that. If it turns out I can't get music to work for it, yes, the entire video will be in accapella(sp?). But don't knock it because I can't play an instrument to save my life. =X I will probably put the YT link on my Giveaway Thread at some point to allow everyone to see the fruits of my labor and the reason for just dropping everyone like I am.
~Owari~
~Ari~
 [~Ari~] · Thu Feb 14, 2008 @ 03:21pm · 1 Comments |
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