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suicide is calling me im tempting myself to answer it and ask what it wants, felt like the first 30 year of my life was a fkn joke and just a reminder that nobody cares and that no one help self unless your image is worth it. but in my eyes it just illusion to feel joy with today society i dont feel like being part of something or helping the problem but hey alot of sheep are really stupid but hey that quote mom and dad paved people roads... but for me it just, here sit here and dont move

while the world rotates

i highly doubt one person can change and im doomed to listen to poor people beggin and always having to stare at shitty images on this crappy web browser

so i aint worried about what happen just gonna keep flipping acoin on weather or not i should i kill myself and be greatful my parents didnt put time into me