• I started out happy but now people say that they see no more happiness in my eyes even when I smile . I think it happened when my best friend died. He was the best person you could ever meet ,but now he was dead and there was nothing I could do about it. I was sad for a really long time . Actually to tell you the truth I’m still sad but I don’t tell anyone. Middle school is such a drag with out him. Uhhh someone is knocking on the door I better open the door before they get mad at me again. I opened the door it was Melly . "Yes Melly" I said in the most kind voice I could manage . "Gabby could you come over and help with the car wash across the street?"she asked ."Sure,"
    I replied grabbing my jacket on the way out the door. Ever since Angel died Melly felt it was her responsibly to get me to do things outside actually it was very annoying especially when I want to be alone and think .I usually think about his death it was an unusual death the never found his body so he never got a proper burial . That always was the thing that bothered me the most its been three years and no one has found it or figured out how he died, it upsets me its been so long .Oh they have theory’s but it’s not the same as knowing and I really want to know not guess know, now I was near tears and that brought me back to what we were doing I had almost tripped going down the steps .Luckily Melly only took that as clumsiness. "Don’t fall Gabby,"said Melly with a giggle.I looked at her and smiled as best I could.