• this is my love story







    chapter 1- NEW and WAS





    "so this is my new home, huh." i said weakly. my eyes hurt from so god much crying. my mouth did not want to copperate.the tears in my eyes were burning now making my face look like a tomato.
    and now this kid was gunna yell at me for moving in and stealing her spot light. i really dont care about having a spotlight hopefully i will be unoticed. the least thing i need is attention. i
    hate freakin being noticed it is like guys only like me for my beauty. there is more inside of a girl. but looks like me being so thin guys really dont notice that. jeez i tell you i hate them.
    "yes. do you have a problem with it? i mean we can all just move for the little princess were taking in." my new sister Britney asked. she thinks sh is like a little smart a**. well i am a
    bigger one and a bigger liar than her. i could see she was trying to hide the fact that i was prettier than her. it was all over her face. god girls these days only care for beauty forget being
    a smart women when they grow up.
    for me i probably wont even grow old which is what i want so badly. becuase he will get me and i will die. i realized Britney was waiting for my responce. i smiled but i knew that it must have
    looked fake. " um if you don't mind i was gunna say that it is so big. actually huge. which one is my room? are we gunna share? i love the swing in the yard." i got her she thinks i might actually
    be her friend and like i want to be here. i smiled really hard so that she would think i was cool. " um we have like ten thousand rooms. we really dont need to share. so you're gunna like the school
    everyone is gunna like you. exspecially since you are my new sister." my new sister britney walked away to go pick out a new room. i truly did not want to share a room with a concided white girl.
    i know i should not talk bad about her but it is like this i am pale i know that but i have learned to live on what you have or you dont live. she was learned at like the age of 3 how to swipe
    a credit card in the slot.
    my new freaking parents were insie the house adoring it's beauty. the millers wanted me to be in a new fresh house but we stayed in the same state and town. i live in the country now not the city.
    we live in waterbury coneticute. without my knowing my feet started running to the swing. i sat on the perfectly smooth wooden seat; it was warm. i was happy. i was loved.
    i was soniadore dreamer santiago. tears dripped down my soft pale skin and droppedto the gray floor. i had to move to this place with these people. they're rich and happy and i do love them and all
    they are doing for me but it is not me anymore. what happened was there was a guy. he was different in a way. but the thing was i only knew.
    he was a vampire. and probably still is. i came home one day
    to see him drinking my mother's blood. he had his bloody hands all over her now sucked dried out body. he promised he would come for me. my aunt sylvia was scared she did not belive me of the drinking part. but she did belive he will come for me.
    so she found this organization where you can change yourself and then no one will know who you are. so she put me in the program. so now my new name is midnight sun miller. i look like i am not from the family.
    i am way different not to mention unlike the millers i do not like to be told what to do. the millers are people who would do anything for what they wanted. back to the piont i am nothing like miller. the millers
    are all blonde with green eyes and they have short hair. they are thin except for my new parents they are huge. i have long waist length navy blue hair. with blue eyes. i am thin and i dont really smile alot. the
    millers smile a whole lot just in casse the news papers are taking there picture. i am now the most famous person and richest in coneticute yippe! dont let my expression convice you i am really happy. yippe again!
    oh yeah and the millerd have a lovely light tanish color to them i am plain pale. i look like milk. i go to a white wall and my boy friend looses me. if i ever have one. although i am extremly beautiful i never
    wanted to be a girl friend. bluh i felt like i was owned so i just never had a boy friend before. my sister britney is 17 years old and is a senor. i am 16 and also a senor. my thinking is very wide, i want to be a
    smart person and i am. i skipped 2 grades in school. well now my school's name is GREEN FIELD HIGH. it matches the scene. all over coneticute is trees grass or something green. i swear i saw this one guy who had a
    green house and a green car. it killed me. i now nhate the color green.
    my sister was as they say " the thang" at school so hopfully i will follow. i just dont want to seem wierd looking not manyy people see natural navy blue hair i was a walking freak show. i looked to see my new
    mother eyeing me carfully on the swing. i went in to assure her i was fine. my feet crunched on the grass leaving my foot print. the sky was blue but to me it was a grayish color. i guess it was just my feelings.
    i opened the door to step into the olive coated kitchen, my mother was still staring at the swing. well mostly out the window. i went over to show her that i was in the room. " honey i don't want you to go outside at night. okay?"
    she was scared of my responce. the milleer's have adopted children before. all which were to hard to mantane. " yes mother. i am going upstairs to talk with britney." i did not wait for her reply and
    just walked away from her. i heard her sigh as i walked up the wooden stairs. they were carved with many desigghns.
    my sister was on her bed looking out the window as well. i went to her. what is it with this family staring at a window disease or something? " are you well?" i asked her. she blinked her green eyes; she did not even bother to
    face me.
    " i am fine. just thinking about school. like what they are going to think of you. your so beautiful. i thought i was still going to be the most prettiest girl at school but looks like you won." she sighed and then turned to see
    my face full of tears. " why are you crying? shouldn't i be the one crying? listen dont cry okay." all i could do is nod. " it is just that i never was pretty. their was always someone better than me. i don't even think i will get a boyfriend
    at this new school of yours." then i fell to the bed. she looked like i was insane. " listen i know everyone at school. by your looks i can get you a guy anyday. k, no more crying wanna go to the park?" she
    started to smile. it took long but finally it crept on her face. i could not reesist the urge to smile back. " even in my old life i have never been to a park in like 5 years." i looked mockingly. i got up and started to
    strecht. " there are a bunch of swings there, you know." she said and then winked at me. " well only since you forced me." we started to laugh. mine was very weak and almost like a cry. i have not laugh in like 3 months.
    britney told my new mom where we were going.and we were out the door in her car.






    chapter 2- the park



    she had a simple punch buggy. i loved it. it was so small and it felt so cozy. my long waist length hair was rolling and flapping in the wind. " maybe it was a bad idea to put the hood down." i whispered. " sorry." she
    whispered at the same level. the air of coneticute was not warm. it was late fall september actually. i start school in 5 months. britney starts school in a couple of weeks. my parents thought it would be better if i got a little
    time to get used to coneticute before i went to school. i agreed i hated school. it was so boring and now that i was in a new school who knows how manys ways they will pick on me. britney turned a corner on maple and goerge street.
    a guy was walking his dogg on myy side. but that changed once he got cuaght of me, my eyes damced all over him making him wonder if i was like they say here " digging him." he waved and i smiled. the red light changed to green he was watching me go by.
    he was cute brown headed with brown eyes and peachy skin he looked nice too. my eyes started to burn. it was a feeling i never felt before. or it was just dirt cuaght in my eye. which it was iam so pathetic. lucky i am beautiful.
    when i reopened my eyes to see why we stopped britney was gone. thud thud thud thud dudu thud thud thud thud dudu my heart was bouncing. my goose bumps releasing themselves. my watched ringed i checked it. 4:00 soon it will get dark.
    " britney britney where are you? brit--- i am scared. ney i need help. BRITNEY HELLP ME!" soon a warm hand was on me tugging me to the swing set. i was screaming and kicking. out of the corner of my eye i could see it. well him.
    it was a young boy. no not young he was almost my age in the woods. i blinked my eyes various times but when i traced my eyes at the spot he wasn't there. once i reached the swing set i realized that it was britney who was tugging.
    " what is wrong with you? you want to start a riot in the children's park so we can get kicked out?" i shook my head relieved that it was my sister.
    but i looked around the so called " children's park" there are no children more like teenagers making out! dont tell me britney is a lesbo! i sat at the swing starting to pump. " i want to ask you something." i nodded waiting for her to finally speak
    like damn she take so much pauses. " my mom told me that we will not be doing or saying anything from your other life. that soniadore is dead. is that true? dont you want her to be kept alive?" her words took over me the venom from the words was leaking all over
    me. my vioce was harsh. my lips would not move. i felt her touch me but i gave her a look not to touch me. she rushingly ushed her hand back. " i amm sorry. really you dont have to answer." " cuase i am not!" i striked back. she was affended damn now i have to
    walk home. tears leked out of her face as the venom moved its way to my heart taking a hold of my body. telling me to move one foot in front of the other. then i found myself running in the woods. running running. i saw him the boy he was there. his shaggy red
    hair and gray eyes were there. when ours locked he was gine in a blink of an eye like before.
    " i am fined. he is not here. he does not know who i am." my feet were running faster and faster. my body had many scratches the blood pouring out of me. my new out fit stained for life. out of the west woods. the moon was out but besides the light from it.
    the sky was pitch black. i ran to the swing.
    i sat on the perfectly carved wood knowing that my mom didnt want this. she did not want me out after dark. sshe spoke to me of weird things
    happening late at night. but i did not care i just wanted the pain to go away. i wanted him dead; i wanted him to let me be. the bloodsucker; the
    one who turned my life around needs to die. i must have fell from the swings because when i awoke i was in a dark room. a cold pull was on me
    bringing me up. i could not see; my eyes were blurry with tears. the lights started to flash. on off on off on off on off NO!
    he was there his red eyes on mine. his cold pale skin on my face. the other on my head stroking my hair. " what is the problem my dear. i told
    you i will be back for you." his vioce was so harsh and tingling. i could not speak he must have put drugs on me. that is why i am dizzzy. not the
    tears. " now you will be mine. my little midnight. i love you midnight. my angel to bad i am the devil to you. now come to me midnight. come to me
    my love." my eyes started tearing. if this was the only thing i get for a love story then why not go with the river of mt fate. i will never be loved again.
    i was a unloved child. i gave up i let the river flow. i told my legs to move but they did not feel liike it. so i pushed my body to him. he had a big evil
    grin on his pale face. he lifted me to the possition he wanted me in. pushed my hair back. he grabbed my shirt trying to rip it off. he succeded.
    he smiled once then started to speak aagain. " why did you do that to me? why did you leave memy daeling why?" why well i dont know when someone is trying
    to kill would you not run. oh yeah you stupid bloodsucker you are already dead.
    he threw me to the otherside of the room. i bumoed my left arm on the pole making the room shake with my arm. i screamed out in pain. why would he just not get it over with. heard a large crack and then blackness. so this is how it feels
    to die. to be the dead. i was floating away from everyone i knew. the last picture i saw was of myself. i was sad tears in my eyes. next to me was the boy
    the boy. well teenager. he was holding me up. then he was sucking me. i am so confused what is he doing. but then i realized it was not a pictue it was
    what was happening right now. i was looking into a mirror. he spit the last of my new blood on the floor. i looked at him. he saw my gaze and he kissed me.
    it was so warm in the room. even with my chest exposed with only a bra on. he took off his warm shirt and rapped me around it. " i should leave you in my
    home for a bit while the venom gets fully out. by the way he is not dead. he ran once he saw me. would you like to proceed." his vioce was warm as well and it
    felt like i was home. like my mom kissing me in the cheek. i nodded.








    chapter 3- the warm boy oops teenager








    " can you walk?" he spoke slowly not wanting to friten me. " no." i bit my lip as his warm hands bent over and put me to his chest. my eyes rolled and
    my mouth started to twitch. i heard him laugh. i didnt want to hear the cars roars. so snuggled deep in his chest and i dozed off listening to his heartbeat.
    when i awoke i saw him he still had no shirt on. " may i ask you some questions?" he spoke cautiously. i noded. still frozen by his very presence. " why did
    you not fight? by your abbs you can tell that you are a fighter. and your punches are strong. you are not that weak you know." he still didn't face me. i was
    sort of glad he didnt my face looked angry. " w-well i-i knew that it was my fate to die young. so i thought why not become a vampire in the making. then he
    will leave all my family alone. all he wants is me." i started to get up and fell. " aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh." my face was on the floor. no it was a inch
    away from the floor. he had me in his arms.
    " what are you doing? you could have killed yourself. he broke many of your bones. that is whhy you are not going home for 4 months, understood?" i noded
    where i was. he picked mee up and started to apoligize then he put me on his chest and i got curious. i lookeed up at his eyes. NO, they were gray. " you
    are the boy who was following me. why were you following me?" i tilted my head to the side trying to see him better. " i was following you. you see i am
    going to take care of you for a while. that well as you know bloodsucker is in my territory so i have to protect it. if he wants you then i will be able to
    get to him." i pushed my head into his chest and he stroked my hair. " that is not all of it. is it? i want to know i can help i promise." he stroked my hair
    a little harder now.
    " why is it that you are so stubborn? no you are not going to use yourself as bait. and no i am not going to freak you out with the whole story." he picked
    me up so that i was looking in his eyes. i closed them fast. he grabbed my chin and forced it so that i was looking at him. " open now." i disobeyed.
    he kissed me and my eyes ploped open. " aahhhh right where i want you. now listen to me midnight i will tell you one thing that you will not understand
    you will not love me you will not fall for me you will not hug me you will not ever ever kiss me even if it was to save your life. understood?" and like
    he said i didnt understand. from the first time HE kissed me i wanted to be with him. HE was the one who kissed ME so it does not count.
    not an egg person.
    " um i dont like eggs." i made a sad face and then threw in," i also am not very hungy." he chuckled, oh no he was walking toward me. " are you okay? can i
    see the bite?" i pushed my head out of the way to show him my bite which was freezing.
    i noded and tears welled up as he rocked me to sleep. when i awoke the next day he was there making me bacon. damn he is gunna hate me when i say that i am
    i am allergic to bacon. " i am allergic to bacon." his eyes dropped into a why me state. i hurt him. " do you eat any thing ,huh?" i shook me head. smiling
    " i am a vampire. i dont eat food." but then instead of the reaction i was thinking he growled, turned his back toward me. " cook your own damn breakfast!"
    he striked back at me. his words wounded me tears swelled up making my eyes red.
    " what did i say?" i spoke with a weak vioce. i should not push my self i thought. " nothing. it doesnt matter. im a go to my room there is food in the fridge."
    he walkedd off, my heart was damageed he hurt me. i am still trying to figure out what i did wrong? the next few months past by. it was the same. the more he wanted
    me to not love him the more i wanted him. i have never met a man who wouldn't let me have him. and i love challenges i love this one more. one day it was september
    the leaves were orange and yellow. i wanted so badly to go out. to feel the leaves crunch under me. " please i want it so badly." he rolled his eyes. what was
    he thinking. " how much do you want it?" he smirked as he spoke probably knowing my responce. " i want it more than i want you." his eyes poped so that must
    mean he thought i wasnt going to say THAT.
    " fine come on let's go only until sundown and deep in the forest." i sat on a broken log. i felt the warmth of the bark under me. i gripped it breathing in
    the smell of the fall forest. the sound was pleasant. it felt great to be alive. it felt like all my misery was gone it felt like when i was flying on a swing.
    my life. " why do you enjoy it so much? it is nothing but a forest." i stared at him he looked so confused by my actions. like most people were. " it is not
    just a forst. feel it. smell it. hear it. see it. it is us. and the animals hear them make their sound. it is like a song have you ever seen the colors in the wind?"
    " what are you talking about? there is not colors in wind." i am going to have to let him let loose.vshow him the colors of the wind.
    " ssshhh come sit with me and stay quiet. let go, let your mind wander and think of what approuches it." he walked forward to me sat. he still didnt understand.
    there the wolf it howled it will help. " you hear him howl in the distance. feel what he feels. find him and welcome him in your mind." " midnight i cant do it.
    i still dont understand. lets go home." the poor thing couldnt get it. i walked forward the tears in my eyes. but something tacled me. i shout but his eyes widened.
    was it my trackeer. paws were dumping on me pushing my head down. was it that wolf? " close your eyes midnight. and stay still." i did as he said. my eyes closed
    and i stood very still. i must have fell asleep because when i was awake i was on the sofa in his house staring at the ceiling.
    " good morning, sweetheart!" his vioce was bright and happy unlike his usuall cold drak sad vioce. " why are you so happy?"



    it is not finished but i will keep posting until it is finished