• LIGHT

    Oh how I’d kill to be out of this dark hole I’ve dug myself into. How did I even get here in the first place? Oh right, I forgot, my “parents”, those two idiots who believe I actually care about them even in the slightest. As if they’d go to my funeral if I died... Maybe I should fake my death and see what they did. No, bad idea. Dad would show up drunk and mum... Well, mum would spend the entire ceremony filing her stupid nails.

    I just don’t get how they can be so horrible to me. To leave me to rot in this light-less place, in this ... hospital. I want to go back to school and be with Ben and Robbie and Amory and Jake and Tasha and Ana... They shouldn’t have to sit through classes without me to keep them occupied. And I shouldn’t have to live here and act like I’m getting better when every day I just get a thousand times worse.

    I thought my life was dark and gloomy before but now even the light at the end of the tunnel’s gone. I’ve lost that small beacon of light that’s been keeping me from ending up here. I want to get up in the morning and walk in the sun before I go back to my room and get ready for the day and then spend it sitting by the windows looking outside, wishing I didn’t have school at all but school is better than this. At least there they turn on the freakin’ lights during the day!
    - Bree