• I hate crying over you..
    I hate how you are so oblivious to how I still feel for you even though I was the one who ended us.
    I hate the way I could never hate you, I'll always love you.
    I hate most how you love her more than you ever loved me.
    I hate how you aren't around anymore..
    We AREN'T friends!
    Since when?!
    You hardly look in my direction, it's so obvious you're uncomfortable around me..
    Why the ******** do I care?
    Why do I love you?
    Why do I keep having headaches and cry myself to sleep at night?
    Oh, that's right.. because I was a fool to let you in..
    A year I spent with you..
    I hate how much I love you.
    I hate how much you seriously are fine without me..
    I hate how invisible, insignificant, I am to you..
    I hate how I feel like you used me..
    I hate how I have to guard my heart from a possibly great new guy in my life.
    I hate how much I care for you and want to hear your voice..
    I hate how much I think of you and want things as they used to be.
    I hate loving you, because I can tell I will never stop. You were my first love, and you broke my heart.. and didn't even give me a real apology. "I'm sorry" won't cut it.