• when i look in the mirror
    i dont see me
    even though how hard i try
    nothing works
    i have been told one thing all my life
    just for them to say
    something compleatly differnt
    why do you always choose
    my path
    you always think
    i am going to follow in your foot steps
    i am not and never will be you
    i am myslef
    and nobody can change me
    you lie to me
    then try to make it better
    you tell me your worries
    i listen politly
    but what about my own
    those lies you tell me
    those same lies cause our fights
    at the end of the day
    will be the same bleak dull day
    as it was the same bleak dull day before
    those lies
    cause huge pain and sorrowness
    i was always lied to
    and this is the way i truned out
    i still have my memories of the pain and lies
    they never go away