• Thought I knew what you were all about
    But then the silence killed what remained
    The pain willed my lungs to breathe in death
    My doubts filled my skin to rot within

    Such secrecy we shared puzzled me
    Can't be a man and face the scrutiny?
    From what we had I can't believe
    That nothing's left and so we leave

    Just like the rest, you've tossed away
    This piece of s**t heart
    And I stand alone
    Dying inside
    Numb to the core
    Ready to die by my hands or yours
    Care to take a stab and finish the job?
    It's not like I'll feel anything
    Not anymore

    I was given more than you intended
    And I tried so hard to hold onto
    Something that was never mine
    So, you're there
    I'm here
    As empty as these miles between us
    Knowing you makes me wish
    I never learned how to care
    Or love
    Or live