• wrapped up in something you just cannot change

    you wish you could but you know you could not
    until it was too late

    you wander why you hate one simple person
    because of your past life it was hard to accept

    then when she was gone
    its confusion to your brain

    you loved and hated

    you realized how small the word is

    oh what a shame

    you had to lovely step sisters who cared for you

    one you were closes too
    and a step brother

    who are now gone
    and your heart aces

    your mind wanders

    was it your fault

    you wish you could go back to
    the beginning and change it all

    change what you hate

    but you realize its not that thing

    its the step mother herself

    theres nothing you can change

    she only cares about herself

    making herself look good

    thats the truth to the hate

    you did not know it until it was to late

    you tell your self to get over it move on

    you keep thinking about the siblings

    you miss them

    you would do anything to be with them

    do the old and normal things

    fight and argue

    play and laugh

    you would do it all again

    just to be with them
    but it is too late

    there is now going back

    would you really want to do it again

    just to get hurt again

    is there ever any moving on

    will my mind ever stop wondering what the truth really is
    all you know is she is gone