• I wana cut
    I love the way it makes me feel
    It calms me down
    It gives me comfort
    It helps me to get rid of my anger
    Without it
    I feel lost
    I feel angry
    I feel that I have no control
    I miss the hot burning water
    I miss the cold hard blade
    But I dont have them anymore
    Im lost
    Im lost in my anger and pain
    Im lost between a battle of should I or not
    Help me plz
    Coz I really do need it