• I seek help, no ones close enough to care. You leave the room, but I'm already in tears. Weeping and sobbing, I'm tearing apart. And in the end, I've found i can't mend a broken heart. And sometimes I wonder if you test it to see how far it bends before it breaks. Is that all I am, a test dummy in disguise? Well I guess that's just how you see it through your eyes.

    Your drinking your pain away, and I'm sitting still, thinking of ways not to get wrapped up in guilt. You should be glad your all numb, it was at your own will. Before you can blink, I grab for my knife. And i cut my life open, but only for tonight.

    Another night by, the clock tells a lot. But I can see in your eyes, your far beyond lost. Don't look back now, your on a roll. Give me another lie, I'll swear on an oath, that I will not let you fracture my passion until I die. Because before all this happened, I was so full with life. So no matter how much I hurt, your pain is alright. Soak yourself in seas of goodness, as if you'll never learn. But remember, sooner or later, you'll get what you earned!

    I'll speak up in truth, only with words of my own. So go in your corner that I proudly don't own. Don't worry, I'll leave you alone, and I'll pick up where I left off where I was last night. I guess I'll throw down my hands, and I'll reach for my knife. It's already cutting my life open, for one last night.

    I start to see clearer, I'm reaching fresh air, I saw I wasn't broken, just in need of repair. I give things a chance, and I'll drown my self in seas of life. I guess everyone that led me was right. I take in the love, and get rid of the hate. Peace is a remedy we were all meant to take. So before it gets too late, and the sky gets too dark, I'll part take in my own life, and look up at the stars. I'll take your hand and I'll give up the fight, because I'll find other ways to cut my life open, not only tonight.