• Hey there to you
    I wrote another letter
    Well written with all the write words
    That I'll burn again before you even know it exists

    All the lies I've ever said
    To everyone even to me
    Will stop today because I hate it
    As much as I hate the truth maybe one more lie?

    Everything I never got to say
    I plan to to come out with too late
    So will you stop thinking of nothing true
    And listen before you run away again?

    I can make myself happy
    This isn't what it was again
    Time breaks us apart and builds us back up
    And I've been built up and away

    So many secrets I keep locked away
    But what of the words I need to say?
    Will they ever reach your ears
    Or will they be added to the list of the regrets?

    I'd like to make believe
    That you were never here
    And I never even knew your name
    But here's a secret I'm glad I met you

    All the sweet things I could say
    I wish it was two years later
    And it's true I'm running away
    I can never come back even if I want to

    You misunderstand and so does everyone
    Even I do but no one will listen right
    I'll stop with all the words because they don't matter
    And no one cares but me

    Something is wrong
    But it's not what it once was
    And I am so sorry for that but you won't ever know
    I want to say all the things in my head so they're gone

    I need an escape
    I want to run away
    And I don't care where to
    Just as long as its as far from here as can be

    I have to have a new start to everything
    Because life is about chances and beginnings
    It has mistakes and regrets
    But it has new starts and new happiness doesn't it?

    So here's to a new year
    And another goodbye
    Before I even truly said hello
    Because no one ever cared right?