• It feels like a decade,
    sence I last seen you,
    we fell apart,
    But I sence you here..

    Things aren't right,
    nor are my dreams,
    love fell apart,
    but its just not what it seems.

    I can feel you here,
    although you are not,
    you make me regret myself,
    and remember how hard I fought.

    I tried so hard,
    and I locked this all inside for so long,
    it changed me,
    and my personality.

    I lost friends in that difficult time,
    because of how selfish and rude I turned,
    but after all that happened between us,
    I had gotten what I deserved.

    I want to tell you how sorry I am,
    but I know that I no longer stand a chance,
    and because of my comments and all of my lies,
    you won't believe anything I say or do,
    you won't believe it when I tell you "I love you."

    If I could just take it all back,
    and restart all again,
    and erase our arguements and my lies,
    and the tears I shed along with all of my sins.

    Would you forgive me?
    If I died for you, would you forget me?
    I just want to know,
    because right now I need you at the most.

    Depression; a horrible thing,
    can change people in ways,
    that have never yet been seen.

    You lose friends,
    you lose your love,
    your personality,
    and your effort,
    all because of YOUR mistakes and sins.

    So please forgive me,
    if your listening,
    I only wish to start again,
    although its time for this poem to end....


    By XxGreyPawXx another long poem! Sorry =']