• I'm so far gone... I thought I was done lamenting, it's just another unending bad dream, regretting every step I made with each scream, torn by anger, bore in vain, volition broken by shame, is this my punishment? Ravaged by empty promises, abandoned by one half of the two, I wasn't enough I swore it would always be you, the road is rough, will I ever open my eyes and wake from this dream, or will I continue with belligerent cries that reflect my pain, is this life worth all I have gained or is there something waiting for me beyond these closed eyes, a life that will be mine all in it's due time