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All these dreams
All my hope
It's not fair
Why am I left out?

I'm prettier than her
She's fatter than me
I have a better personality

She's so mean
She's so shy
How do they get a guy?

Why am I told there's nothing wrong with me?
There has to be, can't you see?

What's the reason for disinterest?
Am I too weird? Too outspoken?
Someone tell me what's wrong with me!

Never been kissed
Never asked out
Never the interest
Never a girlfriend to brag about

Is it my hair?
Is it my clothes?
Is it the way I act or how I look?

It doesn't make sense
I really don't get it

I must be deformed
That must be why

Love avoids me like a plague
Is it my fault?

I must be too loud
What the hell is wrong with me?

I must not be good enough
Maybe my expectations are too high
Am I too picky that I repel the guys?

Maybe I don't try hard enough
I'm not skilled in flirting
There must be something wrong with me!

All these excuses
They don't explain
I want to know why
I don't have a man to claim

I'm not in the right place
There's no right time
Am I unapproachable or intimidating?

Wonder if the right guy will show up.
There's gotta be something wrong with me!