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sadness
sadness comes in many forms I have felt many of those sadnesses....normally I am a fairly happy person, but sometimes I have a huge sad streak, where I just wanna lay on my bed and cry...I dont care if you call me a big baby or anything its just how I am....I hate feeling usless but there are times that it happens, it kills me inside. I also hate feeling alone in a crowed, it feels as though I cant talk to anyone I feel like I have been beaten and it hurts...so much that I feel I could die, I hope no one feels that way but its just a pipe dream for every happy person there are like ten unhappy people. this world is full of unhappy people, they are either sad or just not satisfied with life...please done pm me or comment negativly if you read this my feelings right now are broken I feel as though I could die from people who might say "get over it" or something else to that effect ::sigh:: I wish I could have gotten totally over this depressing stage of my life but it came back and bit me in the a**....I sometimes feel that everyone is going to leave me and hate me so that I would be in the middle of my own mind alone and no one to help me...I hate this feeling so much that it hurts, but it happens to me cause I have low self-esteem and such one day I will be entirely happy but it wont be now or soon but it will happen, and no if your wondering I dont cut myself or anything like that, I just wish everything would change for the better oh well I am done with this subject I hope you get a good laugh at my own expense but please dont tell me my heart is at a rather fragile state right now, my body torn in half and my mind numb with feelings ::bows lightly tears forming in eyes::
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