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it feels good to be loved I am quite happy now but I have no clue when that will crumble happiness is fleeting but if you can hold onto it as long as you can it all works out in the end, a weak person that clings onto the dreams of one day becoming strong but that looks like it will be a far away day, so many things to think about that keep me down yet one thing keeps me going and one day that meaning of life will disapear and so will I, but for now I loved to be loved and I love to be alone but mostly I love my friends, my family and parts of my life even though I may be trashed out on the ground I will continue to head foreward no mater what the consequences, because I do not wish to live forever....