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never ment to be
some times dont you beleive that some things are just not ment to be, I have found out that I am just not ment to be happy every ******** time I get into a happy mode its always crushed by some a*****e or some ******** b***h, you know I hate some people almost the whole human race sickens me why I hide away from them all is because I cant stand them, there are those few people that I love talking to but those people are few in number now, I hate traitors, I have been turned on by many people...some people wont except who I am sometimes I just want to get away run, drive, fly....but this is all impossible because I am trapped...left to rot in this filthy world....its sad sometimes I just cant wait until I die...I wont kill myself cause its just the cowards way out...but still I wish I could go somewhere where I can be happy some where safe, warm, and carefree, but no damn place exists, I only see death and dispaire in this place, a knife held ready at my throat......I seriously wish happier times would come all ready and deliver me from this hellhole of a life I live now, I feel that I could die from this whole feeling, they say happiness is around the corner, but I cant tell if they are just lieing to me to get my hopes up or just bullshitting me like my whole life so far, but until the day of happiness comes I will suffer in my dark corner awaiting the rays of daylight in this lonely dark corner.....until yesterday begins tomorrow
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