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if this thing had a header it would say the only girly talk i'll ever write. or at least most of it. there may be a few other girly-ish things i talk about....
but anyways:

so, the age old truth question of "who do you like?" was given to me a few weeks ago, and today i came across a "whats your biggest crush?" thread, which inspired me to write this.
no one who knows me or my "crush" in real life will read my journal anyways (hell no one reads this), so i may as well say most everything except the name.

i like a gay guy.

now don't get me wrong, i'm no homophobe. and the guy is technically bi not straight (hell i'm bi), but seeing as he prefers guys slightly over girls, i have a bit of a problem.
as if my appearance and the fact i've known him since i was little (although out of touch for 10 years) doesn't make this hard enough...

but yeah, i like a bi guy, who doesn't like me, and he sits next me, and we're goodish friends, and we both are very simmilar, and i like him a LOT, and it kinda sucks.....