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Dear Reader;
Today, I began this journal. I included a sketch too... just for the hell of it. I'm having a rough day lately, and it's already began! How tiresome! This boy named Jaz Epperly has been tailing me non-stop. I've had enough of it...
Today, he was waiting for me to get off the bus. I ignored him, and he grabbed my hair and said "I'm digging the new hair do... shall I call you Snow White from now on?"
Such an idiot... I told him to let me go and to leave me the hell alone. Hopefully he'll take the hint (I really doubt he will).
To add more to my problems, I have a math exam today... *sigh* Wish me luck... *didn't study... -_-''''*
Continuum: - Test went rather smoothly, to my delight! Thank gods for it... I was so stressed you wouldn't believe! - So, you're probably wondering: "What's with the avi art looking like that?" Well, good question. It was 3:00 in the morning... I was sick of writing my essay, so I started drawing. It turned out a lot younger looking than I pictured it, but I didn't want to screw with it because it looked good how it was... The rose in the hair has been a trademark of mine for a while now... just a rose in general... but my friends all said I looked good with a rose in my hair, so I'm putting that in my avatar's design... and the thorns... well, thought it looked cool... I'll probably make a better picture later. Where did that design stem from? I dreamt it about two nights ago...
It was so bizarre... I was at this ball... or something... and I saw my gaia friends there and their family... it was weird... I wandered about, and I saw Nny dressed in this beautiful gown dancing with her prince.. and I saw Ember, dressed to kill in a fiery outfit, chatting with a bunch of men (one I identified as Kharras, who seemed to be shooting down random shot glasses of this red liquid with gold flakes in it, and another as Gabriel, who seemed to be watching from across the room solemnly, laughing occasionally when somebody poked enough at him), and when I saw myself in the mirror... I looked like the guy in my sketch (older of course). Rose in my hair and everything... I sat down on a stool and just watched everyone... and it just progressed from there. If you want more details, just ask me... I don't feel like writing them all here.
If I feel like it one day, I think I'll draw the entire thing... It was quite lovely... I haven't slept like that in days.... *laughs* Like today for example! No sleep at all! Well, you know what they say! No rest for the wicked! Muahahahaahahaa!
-Okay, for a downbeat... Jaz is being awfully persistant, and it's wearing on my last nerve. He groped my a** in public in front of his friends. Okay. That's not cool at all. For one thing: I sincerely regret ever saying "I'll consider it" when he asked me to be his boyfriend, 'cuz now he's thinking he can take advantage of me at random intervals. The sooner he realizes that I can break his neck faster than he can say 'pencil' the better. I may be a shadow of myself mentally... *sighs* the body's still there, thank gods, but the will lately... gone... but that doesn't mean I'm going to put up with this abuse. If he thinks I'm a guy who's going to go crying to his side after he's proved that he can treat me like a toy, he's got another thing coming. I'm not a pride guy, but holy s**t, a guy needs his limits. Especially when it comes to a frikkin San Franciscan gay boy who thinks he knows me after 2 weeks of me telling him to leave me the ******** alone.
I'll update more on the day as it progresses. Until then;
- Rozen
Rozencard · Thu Nov 15, 2007 @ 04:51pm · 3 Comments |
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