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hey everybody.
i have been looking at courses for AACC. I want to apply for spring. I swear, i want to shoot myself. I am just so anxious to get started, and i don't know what I want to do with myself! xp
I know that i want to take art. And i know that i want to take business administrations. that's a step toward my 10 yr. goal to being a chef with my own business.
But what else? Can I really do this?!
AHHHH!
It's going to be alot cheaper than if i were to take it with the university of phoenix. but i would have to go to the campus in Arnold....that's not to bad.
I don't know! I am just so crazy right now trying to plan stuff, and i don't have anyone to help me!!!!! gonk
yikes.
so, i went to the web site and i am going to try for being an independent student. I will have a better chance at getting a grant that way, and technically i apply, but i am not 24 and i am not married...and i definitely don't have any kids.
sheesh.
and all the paperwork. Kill me now!
i want to go!!!!
I want to be able to meet new people and study. God help me, i WANT to go back to school!( i never thought i would say that!)
I mean, i have always been kind of an academic, but i got so bored in high school, that i kind of put myself off. But i need to go to college. And i want to make friends and be in a different environment for a change.
ick.
anyway, that's my night.
i am driving myself crazy. I just need to calm down and relax. I need to get this stuff done before i regret not doing it.....

Come on people! Someone tell me it'll be okay! gonk