Sometimes, I think it's all too simple -- The little things you do that make me happy, and it would seem that sometimes it's the small things I do that do the same for you. I often think that I know everything to know about you, then suddenly something new comes up. It's a new adventure every day with you, something I thought I'd never thought I could know when I was growing up -- you're the embodiment of my hopes and dreams in my youth. You're a loving, caring person, of whom can rock my very world with so very little effort, and you can keep me entertained and talking for hours (which is something no one could never do before you).
It does seem we've known each other for all our lives, and that's something extraordinary and magical. I can honestly say that you make my life so, so, so much more bearable and make my day often more than once every time I talk to you. You make my heart smile, and though there's been times where that's the exact opposite, I always know it'll be fine in the end.
We, you and I, have connected at every level I know, and have learned so much in life because of you. You've opened my eyes to a world I didn't know, and you've shown me what kind of person I can be. Not to say that I've changed completely, but I've become a better person in the time we've known one another, and I wish for you and I to know each other forever more so that I may grow into the very person I know I can be.
You're always on my mind, in my dreams, and on my various rants because you are extraordinary. You are the core of my world, the very essence that makes me happy, not only because you and I took a chance and forever changed who we are, but because I honestly do love you. They say that each love is different -- it's very true; However, when you find the love that you can never let go, you know it. I believe that I have found my muse, and that muse is you.
You should never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever put yourself down. You are a wonderful person, and you are capable of such great things -- you don't deserve sadness from yourself or any other person in this existence. You can, and will become, the very success you're destined to become. You are Natalie Lauren Allen, and you are awesometastic. You are the most fantastic person I know, and you can be, and should be, happy.
I wish I could again light that flame we had. Again I wish I could be the very person you fell in love with so long ago. However, because the dice were thrown the way they were, it's something only time can do. I've been told I'm a hopeless romantic, but I know that there's no such thing as "hopeless." Perhaps, in time, things can be as they were -- and that time, I hope nothing spoils that ever again. I know I have to date other people, but I have waited for you so long that it's going to be impossible -- well, I shouldn't say "impossible," because everything is possible -- to see another's face and not think of you. I've tried to move on before, and it hurts but I did for a while. The problem is, I don't remember what I did.
I know things are rough sometimes, but it's not a fruitless effort to to be with one another. If not as lovers, then as friends. I would I would love to get home from work and see your bright face. To wish you a good night's sleep, and help you in your college work; To be able to see my beautiful best friend's face right there in front of me -- that is the very bliss I've always wanted. Even if I couldn't kiss you, I know I'd still be happy to know you're just next door. I've never wanted anything more in my life than to share my life with you, even if we don't share our hearts.
You are my best friend, and though I love you with every ounce of my being, I can be okay being just the friends we are. But still there's nothing more desired to me than to be able to see my best friend each day. You mean everything to me, and it makes me forever happy to know that you're always there for me, even when sometimes I'm not.
I love you. Never think I don't.
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