I went to the chiropractor today, even though I felt bad having to leave Mi-chan at work T.T But we had waited two months to get in to this guys office, so we had to. Anyway, he was a new guy and his practice was a little unorthodox. Even I was a bit skeptical, though I believe in spiritual and mystical stuff. He didn't crack my spinde like monkey man. He just hit pressure points and ...moved it. He like, pushed it back to being straight. He told me it was caused by my depression, which is the freakiest part.
See, when I was born, my mom hemoraged. He said the time of the hemorage to the exact date. I was a pill baby, meaning Im the one percent that isnt supposed to happen. This psychic chiropractor, however, has corrected this sentence for me. I am part of the WE that were not supposed to happen. I believe this much, as it is plausable. He told me about this thing called vanishing twin syndrome. The hemorage my mom had was from my twin dying and the reason I have always been so depressed is because I had repressed feelings of sadness at the loss of my other me. Their embryo type thing supposedly became food for mine, thus is why I survived being in the womb of a woman who was taking birth control. It all sounds so freaky and unbeliveable, but I read some stuff on it and it makes scientific sense also. If you dont believe me do a google search. If still not, then oh well.
Also, I supposedly held repressed sadness because when I was a baby, my dad went to jail, and even though its just a baby brain, I could still register feelings like "I just can't stop this from happening" and felt like it was my fault. he fixed that too. My spine is pretty straight for the time being and Im supposed to not be depressed much anymore. Im still skeptical on those points, but I know my spine has done SOMETHING at least, because my back is sore as hell.
Even if I didn't really have a twin at one point, This still gives me a great idea for a manga type thing....
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