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I hate it that I can't help anybody!
Taylor's suffering, Tim's having another dating episode (and won't talk to me about it other than the usual emo look and "I'll be ok" wink .

I think I understand how I must look, because I do that to everyone...
When I have a problem, I usually try to push everyone away. Maybe it's a good thing I'm getting a taste of my own medicine...

Man do I have a lot of things I want to get off my chest. The main thing I wanna say is...god! I can't do it!

WHY AM I SUCH A WIMP?!

If everyone else can be open with their emotions, why can't I?
If you lie awake at night and think of someone, and get all tingly and happy, and miss them, does that mean you're in love? Or when you get jealous because the person in question talks to other people when you're clearly trying to get their attention?

Man, why am I so secretive? I just can't talk to anyone about this without feeling awkward.

What to do, what to do...

Maybe I'm just a hopeless romantic, maybe I'm just a scared, insecure teenager...