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Lately, it seems I'm worrying more and more about things that shouldn't get me so down.
First off, the whole crush thing I had going on so long ago has rekindled and it's a lot worse.
And on top of that, my best friend is about to start dating someone that I know will be nothing but bad news and heartache.
In fact, I'm worrying so much that I'm probably going to end up skipping Amy's Halloween party just because I can't handle it.

:/
I know worrying is bad and that it's not something I should do, but I can't help it.
It's just the way I am.
I'm a very caring person who only wishes for everyone to be happy.

But I really need to focus on my own life now.
That has been made painfully clear to me now.
I should start bettering my own life because all of this extra worrying is screwing with my own life and I need to make things right.

Of course, that may be easier said than done.
XD

But I'm confident that I can fix my problems and that my friends will help me through to make my life beter and hopefully happier.