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It seems that my fairy tale life is slowly starting to disintegrate...
I don't know how to make it stop.
All my perfect dreams of my life are melting away.
"So goodbye Alice in Wonderland.
Goodbye Yellow Brick Road...
There is a difference between dreaming and pretending
I did not find Paradise.
It was only a reflection of my lonely mind wanting
What's been missing in my life...
...
But I never knew it was you who was breaking my heart,
I thought you had to love me, but you did not.
Yes, a heart can hallucinate...
If it's completely starved for love.
It can even turn monsters into angels from above.
...
So goodbye Alice in Wonderland
Goodbye Yellow Brick Road...
There is a difference between dreaming and pretending
It was not love in your eyes
It was only a reflection of my lonely mind searching
For what's been missing in my life.
Growing up is not and absence of dreaming
It's being able to understand the difference between
The ones you can hold and the ones you were sold.
...
Truth is stranger than fiction.
This is my chance to get it right.
Life is much better without of all those pretty lies...
Ohhhh,
So goodbye Alice in Wonderland
You can keep your Yellow Brick Road.
There is a difference between dreaming and pretending,
These are not tears in my eyes...
They are only a reflection of my lonely mind finding...
They are only a reflection of my lonely mind finding
I found what's missing in my life..."
At least that's what the lyrics say...
But I still haven't found what's missing...