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i cant stand it...my heart is filled with sorrow..my world is becoming blank...for now all my allies...my friends..my love ones..have vanished before me..they betrayed me..they abandon me..they made me suffer...i soon will crumble to this world of merciless and death, and no one will try to stop me!!..my life withers for its not loved by others...it is rather forgotten..*sighs*..trampled...over and over again...by the massive feet of my once friends!!..how the agony!!...well no more...no one cares of this soul...no one LOVES! this person...i am alone...in the world of darkness...only to be succumbed to my demons..i wish...my only wish...is to be saved from this...be saved from this disaster...im trapped!! on a rock!!...and no one gives a damn!!...who will be my savior?..save me with a ship or with arms of affection?..who...i ask you WHO!! *turns to face you and all gaians who read this*...my heart is crumbling as the world is before us..my heart is slowly....dying..there is room and still the essence of my love for my soulmate...yet...those she know?...does she know my agony i have been hiding?...what shall i do?...show her my pain?...hold it in as usual and hope it doesnt destroy my heart?...or...let her...go into my heart...and release me from my chains from the demons so that i may be with her..I ASK WHAT!! WHAT SHALL I DO!?..there coming for me...to bring me in...to enslave me..to make me one of them...time is running short...can you help me??