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no...this cannot be!! my very soulmate..my very love..the very reason why i strive to live and to be happy within this world..believes i have abbandon her..no!! she knows the fire in my eyes burn for her!! she knows the bond that is unbreakable to her!! she knows i am her iron wall!! her sword and shield, to slash the ones who try to bring us down!! why does she believe the the rats that sprawl upon the sewage..they know nothing of the fire that burns within us..they know nothing of the tears i shed for her..they KNOW NOTHING!! to the gifts and soul i have present myself to her!! my fire burns to the color of the name of the jewel mother nature has created!! my fire burns only for her name...her soul...no otehr women shall take that from me!!! they think im weak!!!THEY!! THINK I FALTER!!!....she thinks im weak...she thinks i falter as well....what must i prove that i love her? must i hack and slash through enemies of the dozen? must i slay a dragon? MUST I PRESENT HER ALL MY BELONGINGS?! must i order men to kill me if i even make a sudden movement towards other women?! i see them as nothing but witches that need to be burned!!..all but her...her..my dear sweet love...my dear sweet...Amber..i will do anything...to be just with you..to be just near you..to be part of your life and heart..please..

..I love you Amber..i will always be your knight..your Carl and only one..<3