Alright, my fix is back in Arlington and I am back to my multiple hours a night of talking to him. So, if there be a problem by day, it will likely be fixed come the night. And geez, even now, I feel so much effing better after ONE of those talks. So yes, no worries on the Nic-person.
I hallucinated last night, just big blobs of white s**t... and I figured out something odd that happens. There are these moments when I completely forget who I am or what I'm doing, and they never last long enough to figure who I think I am at the moment it happens... well last night, it lasted a whole minute. And I figured out who I was.
...................... Nic.
My suspicions are confirmed, I'm a fecking schizo and there's definitely something wrong with my head. stressed
On the up side...... it's a clinical thing rather than me being stupid...... isn't it?
I don't want to be stupid.
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