I can't stand it, it's driving me to insanity. I thought I was crazy before but nothing can compare to this feeling. It's like someone literally tore my heart from my chest, I feel so empty, hollow, as if nothing matters anymore, and I hate it. I feel as though I no longer have a purpose, and the thing that I fear the most, weakness, has consumed me and reduced me to my knees. There is no where to go but forward, and hope that this dull ache in my chest will disappear.