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My Feelings Sometimes I feel dead inside. Mom says I'm being dramatic, but I do. Today I cut my self and I didn't resist at all. Maybe I'm just being wierd. But sometimes I feel like I'm all alone in the world. And then it hurts alot. No one listens to me. If I did tell some of my friends that would listen, they would over react and say it's bad to cut my self and stuff. But how can I not when my heart feels like it's been stabbed? Mom and Dad might stop my cello lessons. Cello is my outlet of emotions. Everything hurts. Also my stuffed animal, Snuffles, is missing. crying Sometimes I want to kill my self.

Posted by: radrad 123 Thu Jan 12, 2006 @ 02:21am

92% of teens would be dead if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe
Put this in your sig if you are the 8% who would be laughing.

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Commented on: Fri Jan 13, 2006 @ 02:15am


	Don't kill yourself. Then I'll have to pick up your mess. Don't hurt yourself, either. If you hurt yourself, I'll have to kill you, and then I'll have to pick up my mess. XP Of course it's bad to cut yourself. Then you will have hurt yourself, which will have made me kill you, which will have made me angry, because then I will have had to pick up my mess. Picking up that kind of mess is never fun. You should email me more! I'll talk to you. Quote: No one listens to me. If I did tell some of my friends that would listen, they would over react and say it's bad to cut my self and stuff. Of course I would say it is bad to cut yourself. It is. Although...it's even worse to worry so much that you think I'd overreact. Is threatening your death overreacting? XP Lighten up. I don't know you anymore! I'll lend you some Ranma 1/2 DVD's! I'll even lend you an Inuyasha DVD (Season II)! Just...stop. You're annoying me. Your parents had better not make you quit cello. Tell them that if they do, your IQ will be lowered by about twenty points for the rest of your life or something. Music makes people smart! That's why I'll give you some on Sunday if you're still alive! XD reads entry How's that for overreacting? I act like I don't care, and then pelt you with worldly items.

Commented on: Fri Jan 13, 2006 @ 02:23am


	Oh, and I am very well-acquantinced with the feeling of deadness inside. Just who do you think I am? Well, IRL, I really have been feeling that way ever since around third grade. That's when I started wondering: Why do I exist? Do I really exist? What is the point of it all? Why do I feel old already, old in spirit, but not in body; old in soul and heart. I grew used to it after a while...and sorta got over it once I had more than five friends; they distracted me from the subject of existentialism. Especially you. XP One more thing. If you act like that and isolate yourself from others, you will be alone in the world. If you come to synagogue often, don't you feel better? ^_^ In conclusion, feel better.

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Commented on: Sat Jan 14, 2006 @ 12:05am


	don't kill yourself that would be a dumb act trust me my sis tried and she lived but she went this crazy place

Commented on: Sat Jan 14, 2006 @ 12:46am


	just think about this..... dalby went into a psychiatric ward because they thought she would kill herself...

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Commented on: Sun Jan 15, 2006 @ 03:31pm


	first, think of all the people you would hurt if you killed yourself. anyone who would have a good heart will be sad. even a random stranger that never heard of you youfeel sorry just for the fact that 'my friend killed herself' Point is dont, things will change over time, worse or not, keep living. you have a great life waiting for you out there.

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