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Love Diary..
as I think about the subject, my heart grows heavier everytime. Amber, my beloved wife-to-be, so beautiful and elegant in every way...has been...assaulted. Now what aggravates me in every end is the culprit..they say they all want to kill this one, then why not? We hawaiians do this and got rid of our enemies, thats why we are so relaxed..no one has the balls to mess with us locals, because before they'll know it, someones got a gun to their heads. But what really infuriates me...is what the culprit left behind..and insult to his wounds he caused to my lovely Amber..an..egg. A...thing, I dare not to go beyond of insulting it any more, but yes, a defilment to her. Now, as far as many say they believe in hopes..but I for one, with my psychic gift..I have a very powerful feeling that this thing will try to end her life. Also, even with its ability to torture her, aggravate her, and finally kill her with a excruciating pain, I believe that if she even makes it through, my delicate Amber, is that we will all die...financially. They don't call them 'million-dollar' babies for nothing..they literally do cost about $1 million, which we both don't have, we don't even have a house to slumber, which I soon..I cannot hold back the tears any longer...the headaches, the pain, I know what we must do if we can survive, though Amber may refuse, its sickening to allow such a thing to harass our life and corrupt it, it has to be destroyed. If we do so, she will not be tortured, our lives will be back to normal...and finally we can focus on our little child...yes..I wish to have a youngling with her..and I do not want any other 'pups' from someone else..Amber must do this if she wants to survive..and if she really does love me, she will get rid of it for me..she doesnt know that a few months are right up ahead......I will be there shortly. I pray the Angels will get rid of it, and I pray and hope to God that they will take this thing back, it was a mistake and Amber did not wan this!...she wants me...my love, my future son and daughter...and she will have them with me! but not now!! we are too young and full of life! IT HAS TO GO!! if it doesnt, we might not see another light..Amber won't make it if this thing comes in...and niether will I..I promise to not take my own life....a promise my Love made to me..however...I can persuade others to do the dark deed and end my life because without Amber, whats the point..Im the last of its living kind..Im th elast in my tree....if this creature comes to life...my whole entire family..generations of pure 'men'...will die out....the world will slip more closely to the brink of destruction...Amber..if your reading this..please listen to me. I want you to destroy it...I don't care what others think, JUST DO IT!....I love you Amber..more then your heart can imagine.....but this thing will try to kill you, as if to finish off the last part of the culprits deed...just do it to forget about all of this, as if it will never happen...if you don't, it will haunt you the rest of your life...and I know..it will..do it for me babe...do it for your mate... heart
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