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Love Diary Pt.2...
great..just great...as I sit here typing away, mom and dad are into the fight again...I have no choice but to work for mom, but I dont know why...I just want to travel to California, see Emily, and road trip to Alabama to help my love. I haven't heard from her..or from her friends in days. Im starting to get worried ever since that horrible event came up...what if something bad happened to Amber?..I can't stand this. Perhaps their doing a break, I do not know, but I'm starting to feel like a tool in my parents fighting...like I always been...right now all I can focus on is Amber..and that thing in her. I love her always, but someone should tell me whats happening over there, I miss them too much..I will never leave her, but im starting to lose it. I want to help her as much as I can, and who knows, I may get up there sooner then everyone will think...she shouldn't hide from me, because I am not angry with her, I will always love her, my only wishes is that she will be ok, the thing in her will be gone, and she will allow me to be there..I gotta find out how to read 40 pages in some stupid book anyway..maybe its in the Town Center I dont know...and I dont care..please I hope everyone gets this, I wish she would come back on!...tomorrows my last holiday till school again..hmph..yay...another thing...i decided that as soon as Im 18...im gettting the ******** outta here and driving to Alabama, I don't care, right now, Amber is the most important thing to me, and since im going to be there, I might as well get there as soon as possible, righ? I love you Amber, plee get on...please talk ot me...everyone...I can't stand being alone in the dark...sometimes I pray you would call up insome private number o rcrap, but I know that can't happen...someone at least to call me up......I'll see everyone tomorrow since its my last working day then back to school..Love ya everyone, but most importantly I love you Amber, I'll always be yours... heart
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