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A walk in my geta
To steal a phrase from one of my friends, this is Mostly Lovely Randomness.
Just Another Love Poem
I love how you sound
I love how you breathe
And, the way you make my world go 'round
It is simply amazing to me

Hard for me to believe
That one person could be so central to my story
You are the one I cannot decieve
The reason I drag myself out of bed in the morning

I love how you kiss
And I love the way you smell
Darling everything about you I miss
Whenever you aren't around

And I just wanted to tell you
I just wanted to let you know
Baby I love you
With every ounce of my heart and soul

I want someone to love me for me
I don't want to start over again
I want someone who can make me feel free
Even if only for a few hours

I want someone who likes my chains
Someone I can't scare away by wearing black
And I can't tell you how much it pains
Me to see you walk away

And I'm not a sappy romantic
And I'm no good with words
And I'm the first one to try to hide when things get ugly
And I'm the one who loves everyone
And it's pretty easy to hurt me if you say the right things

But you know all the things
Yet you never mention them once
You are the one I love the most
You chase me when I run
You give me no need for words
You are the one I love
And there's nothing I can do

So when you're done with her
Yeah, you know I'll be waiting in the wings
Just waiting, sitting alone as usual
Waiting for you to come
Waiting for my world to turn from gray to color
Waiting for you to use me again, until you find another

And I can't tell you how much that hurts
And I can't tell you how much I love you
And I can't tell you how much you help me
Just survive through the day
And I can't say how much you amaze me
Stun, astound, and ******** craze me
And I'm not allowed to say anything
Only sit there
On the sidelines while you love her
And I love you
And you use me
And we do this thing all over again.

And I'm left wondering
If love is such a great thing
Why does it hurt so much?
Can I really call this love?
It's a pulsating wound, it seems
Yet I wait for you to pour salt into it with bated breath
Rather than letting it heal
Because if you are hurting me
At least you're paying attention
And I'm left wondering
If love is such a great thing
Why does it hurt so much?






User Comments: [2]
Duo Do Urden
Community Member





Fri Oct 23, 2009 @ 07:59am


I like it actually.... freakishly I know the whole feeling.

So feel free to vent to me when ever ^^


Nox Mythos
Community Member





Fri Oct 23, 2009 @ 08:05am


Haha, thanks

I don't know what the hell I'd do without you and your evil plan

I don't even remember what it was anymore


User Comments: [2]
 
 
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