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Long time since i last wrote one of these, its a good change i suppose. i find myself becoming more and more intangled in the monster that is my heart, i feel so strongly for him, and yet i fear one day him coming to a realization that i am not the one to mend his pain. I have a deep fear of hurting him, he has grone as attatched to me as i to him. many of professionals would find our effections unhealthy due to how dependent we are becoming on one another, I honestly care little what other people may think, its our love life, we have a right to choose; no to know whom we love. True he has had many rough moments in his life and he has been to the asylum & back, but this is here and now. He and i think of eachother equally, there are certain things in our lives now that remind us of one another. Like any other couple we tease eachother and get a little upset with each other, but its all part of the experiance do we let that stop us from loving eachother?? No, we always end up happy just being around the other in the end of it all. To me he is like a knight that would sacrefice all he had to resque his prince, thats me hehe, and its just one ever grand adventure that we're constantly one together, learning things we never share with anyone with eachother. This is what love is about, having someone who cares no matter what, when, who, or why, they just love you for you.
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