Theres a saying that says, "You don't know how special something is until you loose it." Many believe in this saying and many don't. I am one that does, but I get caught up in too many things that I forget to cherish the things I care about... it's a bad habbit that costs me, but I didn't know it would cost me this.
It was a rainy day, one of those days where you feel like staying indoors lounging around drinking hot Coco snuggleing up against the people you care about as you watch the flames dance around in the fire place. Like usual I didn't stay indoors, I went out for some buisness regardless of the rain and its warning. When I returned Luv was there with Rain. They had sem to be having a conversation, and when I entered the bar Luv said she needed to talk to me. Taking me to the back water felt up in her eyes a confused look stained my face. She told me that She had been seing someone else... someone real. A big fought broke out that I rather not go over the details, it ended with us braking our freindship and me telling Killa to find me another bar to hang in. I left everything there that day in the Bar Unspoken except for the thought of what Luv said.... she found someone real... and since that day I would question reality. Was I not real? Was this not real? Was life but a dream?....
 Hawk the hunter · Mon Feb 27, 2006 @ 11:04pm · 2 Comments |
