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so my cat got out last night, i fear she may have past on, and it breaks MY ******** HEART, i use to think love was garbage then this cat came into my life and i felt warm sure i may have had love for a second BUT WHERE THE ******** IS IT NOW?? why? why do i even bother why should i go out of my way to care for things if there just going to run away and freeze to death against the night sky? im crushed and losing faith in this pathetic world, i have just about enough of this trash, im on the edge of saying ******** YOU WORLD and then lighting several buildings on fire,or just kicking puppy's until i feel better either way im sick of life and im sick of death MAKE UP YOUR ******** MIND REAPER DUDE AND LEAVE MY ******** CAT ALONE NEXT TIME!!!! i love you lucy-fur forever. BUT NOT YOU, ******** YOU