well ******** s**t ********. im in a shitty mood im confused and i feel like im alone. i dont know what to do with myself and i dont really want to do anything.. maybe im over doing it maybe i shouldn't have said the things i said so soon...i fear i may have wrecked something...god i hope not. grah im sick of thinking someone once said that at the end of life is nothing..thats atring to look like a real good end to me