Thats all I have of my life pieces... What a stupid thought to think that theres something better that nothing will happen again... all I see around me is the hate and the burden I am for others... being capture is some place trying to make everyone happy but making then misery...
Is there a solution? NO THERE NO IS
Life is only resume to tears and suffering... for me only to make what others want and what I think is throw to the trash cuz it just doesnt matter... And for the first time in 5 months I think Im nothing that Im useless here and that everything woulded be better if I woulded be away...
Why I didnt do it before? Why I carry the hope of something new? THERES NOTHING GOOD FOR ME Only little moments that just will keep in my mind as a little happiness in my broken heart... theres not point on trying to make my self valuable no one aprecciates it...
So that it soon I will be gone for good not matter what... even if I lose all I have now... It might sound as running away well it is... I tired of searching for something that just dont exist for me something someone destroy a long time ago and that would never build back...
 Sweet`Angel · Sat Mar 25, 2006 @ 12:42am · 2 Comments |
