Confusion... is thats whats happening to me right now? Depresion... I running from that one but sometimes I feel it got me.
I dont even know if Im doing the right thing or not, a part of me want something but other part want other thing. But which one should I follow? Which one is gonna make me really happy? Hope is slipping away from me, Im getting to the idea of nothing getting fix of nothing being the way it used to me. And I wonder what more I have to do, I have done right or at least tried to do right all I do wrong. But that isnt enough, that not what hes searching for.
I woulded like to go in his mind and find what he really wants, whats that thing that he misses. But I cant... I have to find it myself. But sometimes I feel I dont want to try anymore, I feel that I got tired and that maybe is wasnt meant to be...
The only thing I ask... Please help me. Help me be that one you really one, remind me again what is to be happy and what is to make someone happy.
 Sweet`Angel · Mon Mar 19, 2007 @ 01:34pm · 1 Comments |
